status.

i often wonder if later i will consider this a "travel period".

i felt that i was always doing a decent amount of traveling considering age and monetary status before i moved abroad.
and i'm doing roughly the same amount here considering monetary status and opportunity/floor availability.

i currently can't consider this anything. i'm still in the middle of the thing, i suppose.

i am more self aware than i have ever been before. that i know for certain.

i am more weary than ever.

i go through fits of thoughtfulness. and fits of blankness. but no middle ground there.

i also find myself more curious than i ever have been before.

oh, i don't know.

lately, [living] feels like a really mundane version of jumanji.

that's silly.

t.