won't you do.

since my life as most people know it has become this leeeetle internet blip, here is a click of the 'refresh' button:

2 more days as an employee. then when they get back from india on the 8th, i awkwardly explain that i can not stay. make my peace. and take my leave.

i dont really know whats going to happen. but, its a risk i'm more than willing to take.

im going to berlin for new years for 5 days. i'm quite looking forward to it. i hope it feels right. i need something to work out.

i have a week in limbo after the 8th where i will hopefully stay with school friends in augsburg. then on the 16th i will move in with a family in augsburg. they have 2 girls. 10 and 5. one of the girls has some bone problems so i will be helping with her, she also is learning english and plays guitar. and the five year old is a really adorable, clingy, odd girl and i adore her. they are such a nice family. and they didnt alter their supposition towards me when i told them i was studying music. in fact, they were surprised and excited. and the information of my chosen path was met with smiles. far contrary to what i have become accustomed to receiving on sharing this fact.

i will be helping a little bit with them here and there in exchange for room and board.

in the probable event you didn't know, i've put the very raw music ive recorded so far here:

myspace.com/tlg [criticism is welcome.]

also, i am writing a sort of memoir of junior high school. its more therapeutic than anything, however, due to lapses of memory and things ive cut out both consciously and involuntarily, i know im leaving things out. or need to be refreshed. etc.

so. if you went to junior high with me, and if you are wiling to take some time and drop a few lines to teallouise at gmail.com regarding anything, really, anything in regard to middle school. random memories. or how you remember me. things i did, habits, things i said. my general air. things you thought. good or bad. i really don't care. i really won't be offended. i just think the more i know, the better it will be. the more i can understand, you know? i'm quite serious about this. it doesnt have to be a big laborious thing, just a few lines or something. it would really help a lot.

im shooting to be finished in 6-8 months. so if you could do so with in the next month or two.

it will be much appreciated, no doubt.

welp. . .

over and out.

-tg

i have nothing to lose. im treading unfamiliar ground in every sense. i don't know what to make of anything. and i probably won't know for a very long time.

m.c. facemire