Wednesday, October 15, 2008

type-casting. buying my own drinks.


you're not sexy enough because you're not third-world enough.

you're not sexy enough because you're not american enough.

you're not sexy enough because you're not stupid enough. you're not smart enough. not interested enough. not disinterested enough. not happy enough. not melancholy enough.

you're not sexy because you're too brazen, because you're not brazen enough. not fat enough. not skinny enough.

you're not sexy because you're not careless enough, because you're too careless. too sensitive. not sensitive enough.

your hair is too long. your hair is too short. too straight. too curly. you're not sexy because your nails aren't painted. because you're nails are painted. because your nails are painted red instead of violet. because your nails are chipped.

too much make-up.
not enough make-up.

you smile too much.
you're not smiling enough. why don't you smile more?

why are you going there?
why are you buying that?
why do you like that?
why are you studying that?
why are you drinking that?
eating that?
saying that?
doing that?
being that?

you're not sexy enough.

you're not sexy enough. you don't fit the exact role.

didn't you know? this is a type-cast audition.

fuck your story.

fuck you soul.

1 comment:

juliet small ernst said...

AMEN.

i love this and i love you.